She/Her, bisexual wolfo. Multi-fandom trash for Sherlock, various musicals, and Supernatural. (and YouTube. did I mention YouTube?) Prepare yourself. This blog might get a little bit sensitive so trigger warning! I sometimes draw but it isn't that good anyways. ("my art") :)
me: brendon was just a roadie A FILL IN ROADIE he wasn't even supposed to be there can you imagine if he could tell people, even not telling people, he's just a nobody from a crazy family who didn't give a shit about him and he ran off getting by by fucking weirdos and getting weird jobs and then he finally got to san fran where he felt like he could be himself and then he gets fucking asked to go on tour with the biggest band ever and yeah everyone's gonna have a crush on ryan ross but it's no big deal but then ryan fucking ross initiates a relationship with you and next thing you know you're fucking ryan ross in bathrooms and cuddling him during eight hour drives where anyone could walk in, keeping important words to yourself so you don't lose the most important and valuable thing you've ever had. brendon deserved so much but he never wanted to take anything from ryan, he just wanted him. he never took his money, he never used him for attention, he never used him for fame, even though ryan knew brendon wanted that so bad, so ryan helped him out because he loved him so much but even then, brendon couldn't give all of himself to ryan because ryan was so untrustworthy and he never really did well with other people's hearts in his possession, and fuck dude ryan told brendon he loved him and brendon couldn't say it back even though he did, he loved ryan this whole fucking time and jesus christ ryan tore himself apart because this man from the middle of fucking nowhere, a nobody essentially, dug himself so deep into ryan that he got so fucked up and from it and ryan tried so hard to detach himself from his emotions but "love is a human condition" and he loved brendon with every single fiber of his being but fuck of course brendon loved him and not because he was ryan ross and not because he got him famous but because he knew him better than anybody else and yeah he knew about all the shitty stuff he did but brendon had his demons too but they loved each other for exactly who they were and-
what she means: Can we appreciate how the dark personas went full circle?! Dark was created first, by fans creating a character based on Marks spooky skits and live stream intros. When Jack started gaining a following many Markiplier fans started moving to Jack or adding him to their faves. As there was so many people from the Markiplier fanbase they wanted a spooky character for Jack as well and getting inspired by Jacks own creepy moments created Anti. Jack then went ahead and made a new kind of fanservice, that is working a fan character into his videos, creating an incredible fan event. This sparked even more buzz in the Anti-dark fanbase and definitely inspired Mark to do something unironical with that character, thus making official Dark in his videos.
